June 26, 2023
Pissed and anxious all in one. Trying to figure out if the people involved in my care missed the early disease. Cancer is considered a fight. Fights oftentimes have some level of fairness or you know it is coming and perhaps your opponent. Cancer is an ambush. You’re not aware a battle is going on. You just get blindsided by it. Dropped a bottle of nail polish that shattered today. Every day people ask me how I’m feeling. My physical being feeling doesn’t change that much each day. 6 months into this I’m in no better position to understand what’s going to happen. Uncertainty is difficult to endure. Meeting with the 12-year-old radiation oncologist. That goes well with my 12-year-old dermatologist. Life is too short to fight other people’s fights. I think I’m over litigation.
Sorry to drop such a negative rant today. Simplify life. Surround yourself with good people like I have. I appreciate all of you.
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